it is now in the middle of the 1st sem or should i said it is almost at the end of the 1st sem. erm.. i have done with the mid-sem, n outcome is really bad for math. (i still don't know all my marks yet). it seemed that my ambition to be a doctor is fading away. i don't blame anybody for it except me. i should aware that, with my previous style of learning, i'm not going to be good. n Allah would not change the fate of the race except with efforts. notice the word previous?! because i'm trying to change my style of learning n studying right now. alhamdulillah, that i have a lot of role models that i can look on how they treat their study.their time. even my housemate is a brilliant person. but i don't know if it is too late or i still have the time to make a change... n i hope that if the time that Allah said i'm not going to be a doctor i can redha. seem like i'm down right? yup! it is true. i'm down right now. but, wait! i can't be like this, because whatever i'm doing i should do just for the sake of Allah only. just for Allah. lillahita'ala.
"sesungguhnya solatku, ibadahku, hidupku dan matiku hanyalah untuk Allah Tuhan Semesta Alam".